Ma blogs under renovation but who gives 2 fucks anyway, im cutting all my 30 posts short to say dis to u, ur an atention seeking playa who's honestly going for the wrong fucking guy. Sympathy? hahaha! its the last thing anyone should b giving u! take it from me ok! the fucking damage u did to him, and me having to stand der and watch my bestfren crumble killed me ok! it took me months to get him over u, but that idiot still went back for second rounds, yea! he didint listen to me and told me to "be happy for him", fucking hell i wasnt happy! but offcorse, as the bestfren, I put up with ur shit and once again watched my bestfren crumble in tears. u knw wat? fuck u! running?? babe, jst run straight out of his life pls! do us all a favour and do ur damn 100 meter o 200 meter shit wtv u cal it and jst pecut out of here pls! IM NEVER making the same mistake in telling him its ok to try again! hahaha reverse back to 2009? hell yea bitch i would! straight to the part wer he wanted to go back the 2nd time... my answer should have been no! I should have done dis last year! and u knw wat? im nt forcing him to do shit! its all his decision! he doesnt want u! and dats wat u get for hurting ppl like dat! dont try to sympathise by telling everyone dat u had family problems and shit! if u think ur the only one going through a hard time with ur family, fucking think again! and honestly, the point of ur blog is plainly to gain sympathy from ur readers! i gt a few sugestions for u... number 1. Grow fucking up! number 2. Grow fucking up and number 3. GROW FUCKING UP! ur just a stupid playa who cant stick to 1 guy, u gt a whole list of dudes who u flinged with man! if playing dudes out was a sport, bitch u'd b on top! hahah! burnt u like colgate on skin? u shld have seen d damage u did to both me and him back in 09! colgate would b heaven compared to wat u put us both through! u dont have a bestfren! ur bestfrens are sad excuses! u wanna see a good example of 2 bestfrens? take a good look ryte here! I stood by him all the while, suffered for 7 fucking months... Puffy eyes? hahahah! join the club! u hurt him, and by watching him die, u hurt me, and then watching him go back to u, smashed me and then finally watching him crumble again... yea dat killed me... u dont deserve a person like him! u never did! u passed by his house and it hurt u??? imagine wat u did to me! memories hurt u wen u p[ass by places?? babe, once again... JOIN THE CLUB! well... he's smarter nw and he knows who to listen to, I jst hope it stays dat way! just so u knw, I had to jeapordise my relationship with my bestfren jst so dat he gt over u... I aint letting all dat go to waste! ur a waste! u really are... i feel sorry for the next inocent guy dat falls for ur "nice-ness". I dont know wat people see in u... jst so u knw... all u have is ur small bunch of frens which will stick by u... dats it... weve gt a whole bunch who would stick by him as well... I suggest u get ur "followers" to backoff in talkin to him about getting back together with u, coz honestly its pissing me fucking off... u havent seen me pissed off but trust me, u dont want to. U dont know wat im capable off and honestly dat would b my last resort to show u... get ur followers to stop bugging him or else ima start "bugging" them. and I dont bug with words. Stay away from my bestfren!... pick up the signs, read the PM's... oh... who the crap am I to control him??? hahaha u retarded downsyndromed prostitute, let me tel u who the crap am i... Im his bestfren, and I aint controling him... let me tel u dis, I was controling him back in 09 wen he wanted 2nd rounds... he didint listen to me nw did he?? yeah... he was stupid... so yea... if back in 09 he didint listen to me... y would he listen to me now... makes sence? if he really wanted u back, he would have gone back! i'll repeat it once more... u hurt me so bad... u hurt him so bad... but again ur nt the only one who acted happy to the rest of the world and put up a smile, I did too and so did he... his frens and me are here to backhim up and yes, were gonna stand by him... ur jst 1 gurl... hey take some advice k coz u obviously need it! Ur bf's and gf's wil come and go, ur bestfrens stay for life... yea... i was willing to give my bestfren up jst for him to get over u, it hurt me so bad to let my bestfren go... u wil never knw hw having a bestfren feels coz ur to bz backstabbing all of them. ima make a second post wen i come back. im nt done yet!
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.:: Shayne Especkerman ::.
click on the bars, each bar is different, singular pink bar for the blog posts
S H A Y N E
especkerman
People! aku shayne and this b ma blog! have fun going thru it but please la dont be idiotic retarded mind blowing assholes and bitch about watever's in here k! like the old blog! why ya think I abandoned it! fuckers!lol anyway... enjoy reading and lookin at the pictures... but whatever u read here stays here! otherwise ima b a very pissed Eurasian Buhbyes. ~ Shayne Out ~

B R A D Y B U N C H
The Pieces of [MY] puzzle
Ok let me break it down for you... This be the Brady Bunch...
starting with the bestfren
Mark Trevor Gomez
yea Peterpan Poyo over there....
But wateva it is, Ima b by his shortass side forever man LOL....
ok...And now moving on to the sad part of my life.... my sister....
Shanadel Especkerman *demonic music*
1 way 2 say 3 words 4 you... youre... EVIL BEYOND EVIL.

Okok.. enough of Mandingo over there.. lets move on to
Loh Seong Yew
basically Loloh only does two things...
1) Eat...
He's North Korean by the way! LOL!
Next, Shamita Rajah...
Aneroxic, 15 and psychotic =)
(Shes 3 inches in diameter)
Trust me aite! dat aint cute!! u knw wat... this picture needs editing!
C O L L E G E
March & April wheezers
Muahahaha... Mah March wheezers x)))
Padmini Karunakaran
1st time I saw her I tot she was the bitchiest bitch on earth...
Perfect Hair.. Not 1 strand out of place!
Owh... well.. besides being my driver...
She's my IKEA & Petaling Street shopping partner =)
I Love her
But I dont love her for chopping all her goddamned hair off!
Cant u tell im not happy?!
nvm I can fix dat!
Yeah babeyh x)
Now moving on to the next person...
Stephanie Koh
Trust me... diva in Chinese version!
ONE basically this section is really random. TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here. THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section. FOUR or some pictures maybe?. FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now. SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
basically just stuff you need to do, like homework and projects. or you could change this to any other stuff you want yeah?
tagboard codes here yo.
On the way... 13 ppl... 1 car XD




Doesnt it look like norman jst slapped the shit out of anisha?! XD

Owh boy...




Looking for Sanjiv XD


And we finally made it XD




























Kyren is 2nd last from left and keith is the 1 ryte in the middle XD







Sham, loh, Izzat (i think), Shana, Anisha, Ashleen and me gave up XD


And in the train station...



Ever seen everyone sit on the floor in a train station b4?! XD

It was all cool...



And then the bee flew in at 1 of the stops XD



Masjid Jamek train station... 12.30 smthn.





And then McD's x)) Awesome day...


They dont get any blur-err den dis XD

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F I F T E E N
RANDOM FACTS
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 15 years old, aren't i?
ONE basically this section is really random. TWO like it's seriously up to you what you want to have here. THREE like maybe a short-term and long-term goals section. FOUR or some pictures maybe?. FIVE or it could be say, the top whatever songs in your ipod/itunes/etc right now. SIX you could also have a wishlist with pictures attached if you like online shopping. SEVEN heh heh. maybe someone will get you something :X EIGHT it could also be a recommendation section? NINE like maybe good movies/songs/places to shop at :D TEN oh this would also work as a sort of announcement section. ELEVEN like any urgent things you want your readers to know. TWELVE or if you're the type, you could put disclaimers here. THIRTEEN or this could be an advertisements section. FOURTEEN like for your friend's blogshop or something? FIFTEEN basically, just be creative and personalize this skin to suit you.
T O D O L I S T
this should be useful
basically just stuff you need to do, like homework and projects. or you could change this to any other stuff you want yeah?
T A G B O A R D
yakkity yak yak
tagboard codes here yo.
8:38 PM - Monday, November 30, 2009
.:: Dinner in the club on Friday ::.
11:05 PM - Sunday, November 8, 2009
Soree arr... no college photo's for this week... camera memory full from All American Rejects concert and im too lazy to upload em into the com x))... ok plain and simple, I met Mark, colin, sham, Jaivati and thejas for dinner on friday nite... I love irritating all of them with my philipino slang =) Ya'll know dart I lerp you prom they bottum op my art XD
While waiting for Mark, Sham and I decided to arm wrestle... she won XD


Ok more like I let her win bt shhhh x)

I broke her finger x))


Ooooooh nice 1 wei XD




He won... Honestly ;)

Looks like a poster for a hospital...


Play.With.Reflections... x)




Ok yea... about this picture... look at the back... yea.. behind the little girl XD... Mark's in a chair... ive gt light over his head... yea... I was interrogating him... well... at least I'd like to have thought that I succeeded in some way XD (I didint)

Then Sham and Jai left so I decided to arm wrestle both Mark and Colin at the same time... yea it was a tie... XD

U see the reflection towards the right of this photograph next to mark... yea the white thing... for 2 whole days Mark and I were freaking out thinking it was a ghost XD... shana looked at the picture 1 time and instantly said it was a reflection... Fuck My Life.
While waiting for Mark, Sham and I decided to arm wrestle... she won XD
Ok more like I let her win bt shhhh x)
I broke her finger x))
Ooooooh nice 1 wei XD
He won... Honestly ;)
Looks like a poster for a hospital...
Play.With.Reflections... x)
Ok yea... about this picture... look at the back... yea.. behind the little girl XD... Mark's in a chair... ive gt light over his head... yea... I was interrogating him... well... at least I'd like to have thought that I succeeded in some way XD (I didint)
Then Sham and Jai left so I decided to arm wrestle both Mark and Colin at the same time... yea it was a tie... XD
U see the reflection towards the right of this photograph next to mark... yea the white thing... for 2 whole days Mark and I were freaking out thinking it was a ghost XD... shana looked at the picture 1 time and instantly said it was a reflection... Fuck My Life.
.:: All American Rejects concert ::.
1:02 PM - Thursday, November 5, 2009
Ok continuation from... wait... why the fuck is this shit underlined?!?! I swear wen u post this, there betta not be no damn underlining! XD! K anyway so continuation... Left SKBD at 4pm with Mark, Anisha, Shana, Shamita, Loh, Jaivati, Norman... Wait.. 3 more felers... mark not replying me fast... Blady short bastard!...... ARR!! He replied! Haha... How Ironic! I type AAR bt din mean all american rejects pvvt! Ok im startin to crap edi.. god im weird. K lol Amirul, Ben & Izzat... so we got to Shams place and the guys all went to the guest room... the gurls went... well... I wouldnt know la ryte... Or do I ;) *wink wink* XD!(No mark nothing wrong with my eye) k so anyway in the room der was some weird dilema coz everyone wanted to bathe bt there was no time so they jst ended up using Sham's deoderant (Now u knw sham) XD! well... at least the deoderant was french... Pronounced as mother gatal.. XD! k so met this gurl name ashleen shes reeeeaaalll nice. Anyway practically the whole damn way I was giving Sanjiv directions on how to get to the stadium via train.. wait wait wait... its time for the funny convos part XD:
*Norman laughs at my joke*
Norman: HAHAHAHAH where did u find this guy la?!
Mark: Bandar Sri Damansara
Shayne: Somewhere near Puchong.
Norman: HAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny... where did u find this guy la?!
Norman: Ditch mark be my bestfren
Mark: Eh! Eh EH!!!
Norman: Fuck u!
Shayne: *grinds teeth while talkin* pppaarreennttss in the caaarr....
Mark: Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
Shayne: *tryna cover up* Err... Duck u duck u duck u
*Dies laughing*
Wen we FINALLY got there (thnks uncle dev) and bumped into Janus and his gf... owh... lemme jst get clear who I bumped into throughout the entire nite...
1)Janus
2)His gf
3)Nathaniel
4)Shaun Thomas
5)Ashtin
6)Joshua
7)Carleen
8)Roy/colin (theyre twins I couldnt tell who I bumped into) XD
9) Cathleen
10) Brendons sister
Weird thing is the people I knew who were there and planned to meet them... I neva met them... Instead half of them got called on stage haha! so im soree Leela,Tasha,Melodie,Ruth & Kyren.
kk.. Ima continue... LOL! so we managed to get Sanjiv into the place and passed him his ticket... then we went to buy drinks... 8 cans for RM5... I paid RM5 and took 16 cans XD! it was too bz he din notice XD so anyway the rest of the night was basically jumping and screaming and yea... then this fat short chinese bastard kept head banging and jumping and yelling behind us which was iritating the mother fuck out of me
Fat chinese dog: OMFG WHO THE FUCK FARTED (he tot he was funny)
Shayne: Ur grandfather.
*everyone laughs*
Then at one point the fucka started jumping and I dont mean up and down bt all over the place and head banging and the fucka bumped into me and I hit everyone... I swear... Ive neva tried to hit some1 b4!... owh wait got la XD! But yea... In a looooong time man! After I fell I turned around saw this madafaking fat short son of a bitch jumping! I pushed him, shouted FUCKA! And put my fist out to punch him... after dat... yea... Ive neva had so many hands hold me back b4 XD! owh... the fucka stopped jumping XD! later on....
Fat chinese dog: Arch Enemy Rocks!!!!!
Mark: *turns around* Arch Enemy Sucks!!!!
Fat chinese dog: *mumbles something* Retarded!
*Mark turns around with madafaking angry scary shit Ima-beat-ur-mama-with-a-pink-flamingo face to whack him*
Shayne: *Holds mark back* Bro chill not worth it man!
Mark: You know... Arch enemy actually rocks... I lied coz i dont like him!
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAH*
Then I twisted a nescafe can into half and made a very very nice sharp, easy to cut, thinga majigga but instead I cut maself and it fell somewer... I wanted to do a walk-by-cutting if u knw wat I mean XD! Owh... Norman bro.. Im soree If I scared u shitless... Im not really this violent x)..(Wat an awesome first impression eh) k anyway during the concert, some ppl were called on stage... I spotted kyren and got the group to start cheering for him XD!
Shayne: OMG Shana dats KYREN!!!!!!
Mark: Who?
Shayne: Shana's ex Boyfriend...
Mark: Awkwwaarrddd....
LOL! yea and the singer from AAR kept saying... Glitta boy come up!.. It was only the day afta did I notice dat Glitta Boy was Keith chong! HAHAHAHAH!! so we all walked to the train station after the concert to head home... in the train a bee decided to fly into our cabin... everyone in the cabin was either screaming, ducking, running or screaming... in the end... some malay dude hit it and stepped on it... everyone cheered XD... mum picked some of us up from Masjid Jamek train station... met everyone at McD's in bangsar... sent sham home and the end. XD
*Norman laughs at my joke*
Norman: HAHAHAHAH where did u find this guy la?!
Mark: Bandar Sri Damansara
Shayne: Somewhere near Puchong.
Norman: HAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny... where did u find this guy la?!
Norman: Ditch mark be my bestfren
Mark: Eh! Eh EH!!!
Norman: Fuck u!
Shayne: *grinds teeth while talkin* pppaarreennttss in the caaarr....
Mark: Fuckyoufuckyoufuckyou
Shayne: *tryna cover up* Err... Duck u duck u duck u
*Dies laughing*
Wen we FINALLY got there (thnks uncle dev) and bumped into Janus and his gf... owh... lemme jst get clear who I bumped into throughout the entire nite...
1)Janus
2)His gf
3)Nathaniel
4)Shaun Thomas
5)Ashtin
6)Joshua
7)Carleen
8)Roy/colin (theyre twins I couldnt tell who I bumped into) XD
9) Cathleen
10) Brendons sister
Weird thing is the people I knew who were there and planned to meet them... I neva met them... Instead half of them got called on stage haha! so im soree Leela,Tasha,Melodie,Ruth & Kyren.
kk.. Ima continue... LOL! so we managed to get Sanjiv into the place and passed him his ticket... then we went to buy drinks... 8 cans for RM5... I paid RM5 and took 16 cans XD! it was too bz he din notice XD so anyway the rest of the night was basically jumping and screaming and yea... then this fat short chinese bastard kept head banging and jumping and yelling behind us which was iritating the mother fuck out of me
Fat chinese dog: OMFG WHO THE FUCK FARTED (he tot he was funny)
Shayne: Ur grandfather.
*everyone laughs*
Then at one point the fucka started jumping and I dont mean up and down bt all over the place and head banging and the fucka bumped into me and I hit everyone... I swear... Ive neva tried to hit some1 b4!... owh wait got la XD! But yea... In a looooong time man! After I fell I turned around saw this madafaking fat short son of a bitch jumping! I pushed him, shouted FUCKA! And put my fist out to punch him... after dat... yea... Ive neva had so many hands hold me back b4 XD! owh... the fucka stopped jumping XD! later on....
Fat chinese dog: Arch Enemy Rocks!!!!!
Mark: *turns around* Arch Enemy Sucks!!!!
Fat chinese dog: *mumbles something* Retarded!
*Mark turns around with madafaking angry scary shit Ima-beat-ur-mama-with-a-pink-flamingo face to whack him*
Shayne: *Holds mark back* Bro chill not worth it man!
Mark: You know... Arch enemy actually rocks... I lied coz i dont like him!
*HAHAHAHAHHAHAH*
Then I twisted a nescafe can into half and made a very very nice sharp, easy to cut, thinga majigga but instead I cut maself and it fell somewer... I wanted to do a walk-by-cutting if u knw wat I mean XD! Owh... Norman bro.. Im soree If I scared u shitless... Im not really this violent x)..(Wat an awesome first impression eh) k anyway during the concert, some ppl were called on stage... I spotted kyren and got the group to start cheering for him XD!
Shayne: OMG Shana dats KYREN!!!!!!
Mark: Who?
Shayne: Shana's ex Boyfriend...
Mark: Awkwwaarrddd....
LOL! yea and the singer from AAR kept saying... Glitta boy come up!.. It was only the day afta did I notice dat Glitta Boy was Keith chong! HAHAHAHAH!! so we all walked to the train station after the concert to head home... in the train a bee decided to fly into our cabin... everyone in the cabin was either screaming, ducking, running or screaming... in the end... some malay dude hit it and stepped on it... everyone cheered XD... mum picked some of us up from Masjid Jamek train station... met everyone at McD's in bangsar... sent sham home and the end. XD
On the way... 13 ppl... 1 car XD
Doesnt it look like norman jst slapped the shit out of anisha?! XD
Owh boy...
Looking for Sanjiv XD
And we finally made it XD
Kyren is 2nd last from left and keith is the 1 ryte in the middle XD
Sham, loh, Izzat (i think), Shana, Anisha, Ashleen and me gave up XD
And in the train station...
Ever seen everyone sit on the floor in a train station b4?! XD
It was all cool...
And then the bee flew in at 1 of the stops XD
Masjid Jamek train station... 12.30 smthn.
And then McD's x)) Awesome day...
They dont get any blur-err den dis XD
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